May 2012
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Text - Blaine
B: Good! I was worried about you.
B: I know :( Is it wrong to want you to transfer back? I kind of miss having you in my office everyday...
S: Awww. You're sweet
S: No, so do I. I actually had a pretty set plan to transfer back a few days ago, but you told me it was smarter to stay at Dalton, so... I did.
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Text - Blaine
B: Good, cause this will be going on three days I haven't seen you now.
B: You're feeling better though, right?
S: Much! Told ya it'd pass :)
S: ...We saw each other more /before/ we were dating.
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Text - Blaine
B: Consider it, huh? What if I promised dinner?
S: Dinner with my ever-so-dashing boyfriend, all alone in his apartment? I'm there.
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Text - Blaine
B: That'd be really sweet and stuff but I've already left for work though.
B: If you happened to show up tonight sometime, however...
S: Hmmm... I'll consider it...
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Text - Blaine
S: So, if I were to go to your apartment this morning and try to surprise you before work... would be around?
S: Hypothetically, of course.
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Text ↬ Sebastian
Blaine: It's fine. Just wanted to check on you. Sorry you're not feeling any better :( Are you taking anything for it. Medicine wise, I mean.
Blaine: I'm used to seeing you every day. Now you're at Dalton and sick and ugh. I miss you. End of needy Blaine rant.
Seb: Nah, my folks keep trying to take me to the doctor, but I'm convinced it's just a cold.
Seb: ...That's so fucking precious, I can't.
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Text ↬ Sebastian
Blaine: Morning, Sickly. Feeling better today? Missed you here yesterday..
Seb: Oh, hey... my phone fell off the bed last night and I didn't have the energy to try and retrieve it, but yes. I'm feelin' /marginally/ better, but mostly still like total, utter shit.
Seb: Miss you too. Two days a really long time.
Text - Blaine
B: Ha yeah don't say anything. The juniors are ugly, no need to worry :P
Seb: ...Not /all/ of them.
Seb: I was wondering about that, actually. Have you ever been... attracted to a student before?
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Text - Blaine
Blaine: I'll try to control myself but c'mon, have you see some of the juniors this year? :P
Seb: Remember how you didn't want to know about my sexual history? Mhm.
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Text - Blaine
Blaine: It is going to suck. I already miss you. It's okay. We'll see each other soon enough, I'm sure.
Seb: Try not to fall for any more students on my absence, yeah?
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Text - Blaine
Blaine: ...okay. I really hope you feel better soon, Seb. I understand that feeling. Just get some rest today.
Blaine: I'm sure you still look beautiful even when sick.
Seb: I look like the walking dead, babe. But thank you, that's sweet. Pathetic as it sounds, going a full day without seeing each other is gonna suck.
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Text - Blaine
Blaine: :P I just don't want you falling behind and not graduating or something
Blaine: I meant at /my/ place. If you wanted to come over you could. But if you're not feeling well than it's alright. Just rest and drink liquids and make sure to eat something and all of that stuff they tell you to make you feel better.
Seb: Yeah, I'm 99% sure I can't move, and I don't want you getting sick anyway...
Seb: I look icky anyway. All pale and gross and... ew.
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Text - Blaine
Blaine: Well don't fall behind when you've only just started there, yeah?
Blaine: ...are you sure? Do you want to come over after I'm done here at work? I can make you soup...
Seb: Yes, mom. Whatever you say.
Seb: Nice as that sounds, my mom will probably be home by then. Might be sort of tough to explain why my ex-guidance counselor's sitting in my room, making me soup and holding my hand.
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Text - Blaine
Blaine: Aww, poor thing :( And on your first actual day at Dalton too. Are you going to be okay? Anything I can do?
Seb: Right, because you know me - ever so devasted that I'm missing one single day of my valuable education!
Seb: No, baby, it's okay. Have a good day at work. I'll miss you.
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Text - Blaine
Blaine: What? Why? What happened? Are you okay?
Seb: No, no, no, it's nothing like that. I'm just sick. Really, really fucking sick, which means no kisses or cuddles or... anything.
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Text - Blaine
Seb: I think I'm dying.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: I can tell. If you want me to trust you then you have to trust me. It's going to be fine, honest. Just let yourself feel instead of having to talk about it.
Seb: You know, you're sort of giving me whiplash with all your prompting about how I /should/ talk, than urging me that I /shouldn't/ talk, and... I don't even know. In a nutshell, it's all very confusing.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: Oh my gosh, Seb! That explains all of this then.
Blaine: I'm not them. I'm not just some guy you picked up at a bar. With me you don't have to double check, I promise. Just....let it happen, okay? It'll be worth it when it does :) Trust me on this.
Seb: But... you... meh.
Seb: I think I have developing trust issues.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: Of course it's important to me! You're important to me so this is going to be important to me.
Blaine: All I'm saying is that I'm not setting like a specific time limit on when we can and can't. If it happens a month from now then it happens a month from now. But if it happens sooner then it happens sooner.
Blaine: Have you really never slept with someone because the moment just happened or have you really always had to ask outright if they wanted to have sex first?
Seb: ...The second one? How the fuck are you supposed to just /know/? For the most part, I usually don't even know a guy's last name, Blaine - you have to discuss whether or not they're clean, possible kinks, quick background check to make sure they're not married... it's not something I've ever just /done/ without some preparation. That would be dangerous, not to mention incredibly stupid.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: It's alright...I just don't think it's something that should exactly be planned.
Blaine: It'll be whenever the time presents itself. And judging from having made out with you before, I don't think it's going to be months beforehand.
Seb: No, I didn't... we shouldn't /plan/ it, it's just that... ugh.
Seb: You are I are very different, Blaine. And I feel like you think of this kind of shit as a hell of a lot more important that I do, so I want to make sure you're comfortable with whatever happens.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: I- geez. Okay. I don't know. Like I said, whatever happens happens. Just...whenever the moment comes up I guess.
Seb: Err...sorry. Tact was never really my strong point.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: I- what? Sebastian, you're not like Kurt at all! I'm not asking you to act like my ex at all. I want you to be /you/ and only you.
Blaine: I'm not asking for a certain time limit. There doesn't have to be a set date, Sebastian. Just whenever we're comfortable. Whatever happens, happens.
Seb: Honey, I've fucked a guy blindfolded after knowing him 25 seconds. I'm not big on the whole ~feelings~ crap, so whenever you want to take it a step further, I'm game.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: Oh. Um. Wow. Okay.
Blaine: I'm probably going to regret telling you but, uh, I don't know exactly. A couple of months maybe? Two or three....
Blaine: He was a bit of a romantic. Lots of dating and taking things slow.
Blaine: Why, what's up?
Seb: A few months, huh? ...Alright, I can manage that. Maybe.
Seb: Just wondering how many nights I'd be spending alone with my right hand, babe. Don't worry about it. You're worth waiting for.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: Of course it's an invitation. Aww, I like having you wake up in my arms too :) Whenever you can get away just let me know.
Seb: Will do :)
Seb: Alright, strangely personal question that I'll probably regret asking in 3...2...
Seb: How long were you and Kurt together before you finally got down and dirty.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: You're right. Sorry, I just get worried about this kind of stuff.
Blaine: Are you coming over again tonight? I can drive you to Dalton before I head into work if you wanted?
Seb: If that's an invitation, I'd love to. Waking up in someone else's arms is strangely... comforting.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: So what...? You have to stay at Dalton for the rest of the year? We just don't ever have sex? Somehow I don't think that's going to settle over well in the long run. You've got to understand my concern here, Sebastian. Not that I'm saying we stop, because no way that's going to happen. I'm just tossing around what if's.
Seb: Well... yeah, I guess. I was planning on staying at Dalton 'till graduation anyway, and as far as sex goes, it's not like anyone'll ever know. I can't get pregnant or anything, and there's no one for me to tell in the first place.
Seb: I know you're worried, Blaine, but let's just enjoy what we have in the moment, okay? There's only a handful of weeks left in the school year, and after that... who knows where I'll be. Live in the moment.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: They could have me locked up in jail or something for defiling their son if they wanted.
Seb: Wrong! I'm legal. Legal legal legal. Technically, you're not even my guidance counselor anymore, and it's not like we've been gettin' frisky. There'd be nothing to charge you on.
Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: Ah, I can understand that. They just want the best for you. I doubt they'd be too happy knowing your dating your guidance counselor then.
Seb: I don't know, Blaine... you're a pretty stand-up guy. I'm they've gathered over the years that I could do a hell of a lot worse.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: Oh gosh, I'm sorry. It's weird, your parents seem so different the few times I've met them then what you describe. Guess things are different behind closed doors.
Seb: They're not horribly, really. Just very business oriented - and they think there's a better chance that I'll be successful if I marry a nice woman and pop out 2.5 kids, all raised behind a white picket fence with a BMW in the garage.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: Alright. Just making sure. I don't want to upset you.
Blaine: Yikes...do your parents not know then or...?
Seb: Oh no, they're well aware. Just hesitant to accept it.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: I made you upset. I said something wrong and made you upset. I'm sorry. I just want you to be okay because I can't stand people being mean to you.
Seb: Blaine, you didn't...
Seb: Shh. Shh. Shh. Shh. I promise you didn't do /anything/ wrong. My dad was just bitching about whether or not I've got myself a girlfriend, so I decided to go out and run some errands. It wasn't anything you said, just... bad timing.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: I'm sorry. I don't know how to make this better.
Seb: You didn't do anything wrong, baby. Don't apologize.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: I'm not.
Blaine: I didn't mean for this to turn into some big deal. I just don't want you thinking badly about yourself. Is that alright or does this actually have to turn into an argument..?
Seb: Let's just... I don't know, I'll text you later. Grocery shopping.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: I didn't mean it in that way though. I just- ... I'm sorry. I don't think you're a slut. I really don't.
Seb: Blaine. You're lying.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: That may be but that doesn't make insecurities true.
Seb: You said it yourself, Blaine - that you were concerned about a committed relationship because I'm "promiscuous." What's the difference, really, other than the fact that one sounds negative? I'm fine, I've accepted it, I'm moving on.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: Deal. I think I can live with that if it means you don't put yourself down anymore.
Seb: You're incredibly silly, you know. Everyone's got insecurities.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: Well if you're taking over the world I better get some part of it for all of this. I think I'd like Europe, please. I'll run it when you're on vacation or something :)
Seb: That's a promise
Seb: You know, if you're gonna start some one-man mission to rid my mind of 4+ years of slut shaming, I'll be working /just/ as hard to make you see your adorable....ness.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: Do you? I couldn't tell after three years.
Blaine: I adore you too, Seb.
Seb: Oh, shut up. Maybe it was all an act, hmm? Ever think of that? A stepping stone in my master plan to world domination, clearly. Fall head over heels for Blaine Anderson - makes sense.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: It's not, It's not, It's not, It's not, It's not, It's not.
Blaine: You may not believe me now but I'm going to make it my new mission to make sure you start believing it.
Seb: I adore you.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: We're not in an argument. Is it a bad thing that I don't want you to bring yourself down?
Seb: No... it's not. It's actually really sweet, Blaine, but that doesn't change the fact that it's a bald-faced lie.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: Sebastian...I'm serious. You're not.
Seb: Can we go one day - just one /single/ day without getting into an argument?
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: ...okay...if you say so...
Blaine: Alright. Just. Don't bring yourself down, okay? You're not a slut, that's final.
Seb: We can agree to disagree.
Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: Seb...don't do that short sentence thing. It means you're shutting me out.
Blaine: I-I thought things were getting better...this is what you wanted, right
Seb: I'm not shutting anyone out. I've just got nothing to say.
Seb: Yeah! Yeah, of course it is, sweetheart. I just meant that nothing was ever wrong so... there's not much room for it to get better. I'm happy now, but I was never sad.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: That's different. I was in a steady relationship. If I hadn't met Kurt it would have been much more college-esque.
Blaine: That's okay though. Now you have me. Everything's better now, right?
Seb: No doubt.
Seb: ...Sure, Blaine. Better.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: That doesn't matter.
Blaine: You were just getting your college experience out of the way early.
Blaine: And now you have me and I don't plan on letting you go any time soon.
Seb: And how was /your/ college experience, Blaine? Somehow I don't think they relate.
Seb: Well... you're the first. But thank you, I really appreciate that.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: No
Blaine: You're
Blaine: Not.
Seb: Do you know many men I've slept with?
Seb: Yeah, neither do I.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: Stop it. You're not a slut. You're not.
Blaine: You're eighteen, you're allowed to have different partners. It's apart of the high school experience. I'd have been worried if you hadn't. You're not a slut, okay? You're not.
Seb: Blaine.
Seb: I'm a whore.
Seb: Accept it.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Blaine: Because it's horrible you think this about yourself.
Blaine: You're not a slut. You're not.
Seb: Sweet of you to say. Honestly.
Seb: But... c'mon, Blaine. My track record's not great.
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Text ↬ Blaine
Seb: Baby, why are you getting so heated over this?
counselor-blanderson:
Well don’t. It’s not true. Please don’t.
Blaine… it’s okay…
